January 1st, 2014

2013 was an especially crazy year for me.
There were so many ups and downs, and their peaks so extreme- I never could have prepared myself.  I never would have believed that some of the things I had to go through would actually happen to me.
But they did.

I don’t necessarily like the “New Years Resolution” wave that everyone rides at the beginning of the year.
But I have made a decision.
A choice for myself.

This year, I am going to be a fighter.
Not just fighting to survive but fighting to live.
I will fight to love myself.
To be as confident and assured as those closest to me believe I deserve to be.
I will fight the fear.
The endless vacuum of negativity; of failure, loss, corruption, lonesomeness, pain.
I will fight for my body.
My mind.  My physical embodiment.  My sensitivities and the burdening boundaries they impose.
I will fight for that which I deserve.

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